rebels of the west, thinkers of the east

Much love to the rebels of the west and the thinkers of the east, I wonder if Michael knew the world was off the wall when he was bad, times listening to thriller was some of the best days I ever had. While these people talk to me and assume they know more than I can comprehend, I neutralize my energy while I shake their hand, constantly reconfiguring what it means for me to be a man. Got money in my account and I can't even spend it, bills be in abundance, this governmental concept has really chained us with credit and debt.
Loving the essence of God, but the themes and schemes around the message we hear are all wrong, like what we call God is more like a divine force and state of being rather than a man with eyes and arms.
I got some dreams, trying to merge them with reality, know I'm gonna die one day but I don't wanna be just another forgetful fatality. 
During my escapade through the city I saw a young girl, seemingly caught up in this world, crossing the street with headphones occupying her hearing, no longer aware of the street because she's engulfed in the actuality of the beat, and at this juncture, I wonder; has she gone mad or am I just mad because she gets it and at times I wish this chilled out attitude is what we all had.
Positivity is within me, while I observe this world in all it's idiosyncrasies, constantly musing on the seemingly unknown and the elements of life that are so rarely shown.

sunday night musing

I found myself questioning so much now, like what my purpose is in this lifetime; knowing the answer isn’t as important as the path that leads me to the question, yet the uncertainty still puzzles me. So much is a miss in this day and time, we have young women and men watching fabricated models on TV, idolizing the lost souls on Jersey Shore, not realizing that their adoration of such pointless babble and activity induces their subconscious, and makes them more susceptible to being brainwashed. Hidden agendas and subliminal messages have flooded the mainstream media, and subsequently are the underlying motives for several institutions; church, education, banking. The news does a good job of promoting gang violence, domestic disturbances, not to mention the latest with the presidential hoopla, for some reason; there seems to be minimal media focus on the origin of the problems in Somalia, the real deal in Syria and Libya. They have these young people in schools learning algebraic expressions, Columbus’ malicious expeditions, and a whole bunch of irrelevant content, only to grow up to become enslaved in this system the elite have established. After reading, writing and arithmetic, school should be on a more practical basis; like we should learn about natural science, love, relevant history, energy patterns, human relations, sex ed- real sex ed, secret bases and forbidden places governments keep under wraps. These are just thoughts that roll around in my head, I often go back and forth between wanting to do something for the people and wanting to do nothing with anyone, because the truth is no one can ever feel what I feel, as compassionate as their intentions of understanding may be. Without pleonasm, I am trying to vent verbally, quite literally I am irked and confused. The more I know, the less I understand, if the irony of that statement is too cryptic, please try to read again and go beyond the somatic and senses. How did things get like this? This world we live in is really fucked up, the Earth is dope and the Universe is galactic beauty, but this world, shoot, it’s something else man.